Saturday, November 13, 2010

Shop till you drop!!


Went on a shopping spree today with my close friend...spent my fill $ for the next few months:) but I love to shop and it makes me really happy...even though tonight I am thinking I spent way too much money! I am officially a size 18 now! every pair of pants I bought today was an 18 and my shirt size is now 18 as well. I didn't eat very well at all today thought and Im feeling guilty. I ate a checker's cheeseburger and fries for lunch today:( what kills me is that I could eat all that! I was full afterwards but I had no problem getting that crappy food down. It was just convenient and fast while we were out but the whole time Im stuffing my face, Im thinking why am I eating this and man, i need to get my ass to the gym tomorrow!...UGH!! I frustrate myself so much with the choices I make! I definitly need a fill...I was debating on calling and trying to get in earlier but decided just to wait till the 30th. I am going out of town for Thanksgiving to visit the inlaws and dont want to be 5 states away just in case I wouldnt feel well from the fill. It only takes a day to eat bad and not exercise to hurt my weight loss effort. Even though Im down 40lbs I need to be at least down 50 by the first of the year! I am really hoping the next fill helps me out..please, please , please!!!

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  1. Not to point out the obvious, but a fill will only help you if you pick the right foods :). I'd kill for some Checkers fries...mmm. Last time I bought some? I gave them away. Didn't even eat one. I've learned that even though I've dropped 91 pounds, there's still a ways to go - and now, more than ever, my food choices taunt me on the scale! But I'm glad you got have some fries - I wouldn't even have been able to get them down - hope they were yummy...I'm imagining the smell from over here :)

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  2. Thanks for the warning FitBy40! I dont want to be miserable but I would give anything to feel more than what I got. I did decide to wait on the fill for sure... Joia...I know, i know...I definitly did not choose food well this weekend!!! but you would think I wouldnt be able to get that food down!! I dont want to get that food down..I hate that I still have the option to eat that food!!

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  3. @Joia...how far are you? how many fills have you had?

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